I wish you could feel what I feel right now. There is a sensation even through my fingers of the eternality of a moment. If we were meant for anything more than this, then I cannot fathom it. If there is life more beautiful than this, then I have never known it. I am certain that this memory will remain sweet in my mind like slow honey on my tongue.
Yesterday I split a small frank in half and fed it to one of the stray dogs near the school. I have seen him on the road between the school and Sauk Qender twenty times or more. He is my favorite stray. The first time I really noticed him, he and two other dogs were barking at me threateningly and appeared to be pursuing a violent confrontation, the outcome of which I was unsure. However, upon meeting my eyes on the sidewalk he ceased barking, having also been abandoned by the other two dogs in tow. Dogs are a real problem here, and you can hear them barking and fighting on almost a nightly basis. This dog is about half dirty-yellow and half black. He has lost his tail and both ears either from fights with other dogs or from intentional mutilation on the part of a former owner. He is a good dog. You know how you can just tell sometimes?
If you would like to name this animal, I am up for suggestions. I would like to think of him in the context of a personal noun and for that noun to foster a feeling of affinity with the readers of these posts. If I have my camera next time I see him, I’ll steel his image for you.
I am sorry for writing like this. I have been working on a paper on postmodernism and there is no escaping the tone in my mind right now. Take care.
You are present to the world around you, what a beautiful thing. It is so easy to go through our daily routine of living and be divorced from the very things around us that are beautiful and worthwhile. What it seems like you are saying is that you are in tune with God’s mighty orchestra. I love to experience moments like you are in right now for the feeling of being in tune and hearing the music is truly beyond description. Thanks for sharing so much of your experience.
My early vote for the dogs name is Malchus. For some reason I also like Red as short for redemption. Okay redemption is a verb and not a noun but from this distance it seems appropriate for a dog whose nature seems to redemptive of it otherwise Quasimodo like appearance.
Thanks for your beautiful thoughts Gary. It looks like we’ve got 1/2 vote for Malchus and 1/2 vote for Red. I’m leaning toward Malchus. Take care